Moving toward Difference.

Ok. Had enough. In order to achieve my goals in this poultry life there are a few things I require and which only I can achieve. Firstly is a core fitness, one which I can get to easily enough but which I can then improve on. I am 46 years old on Monday and weigh 87k. I have high blood pressure and my skin is awfull. I drink too much alcohol and so will cut this to 4 units/day except Tue and Thurs when I won't drink any at all. This will help me sleep better as well. My asthma is bad at moment and I want to get off the anti depressants.

I want more achievable income. I was a graphic designer for 15 years and am planning to get back into it, in web and logo design. I will take up coding and learn Flux 4 for web design (free trial then £89). All this I can do from home using my own experience and talent instead of some half arsed 'internet scam' scheme.

I aim to measure, record and blog achievement to help the old motivation. I feel old before my time, I am ONLY 46 but I have torn the arse out of it for way too long. I can barely get up for work, come home as soon as poss and after tea spend the rest of my evening on the couch till I ache, then go to bed...and repeat....and repeat.

Come the better light I'll get out for some walks and knock the garden and greenhouse into shape (herbs and veg in border, toms, chillis, etc in green house)

Wish me luck...